DREAMS OF DEPRESSION 2

I always thought I was normal until I realized from discussions with my
Friends that not all nine year olds contemplate their cosmic existence.
Does one's purpose in life change from childhood to adulthood or is there
A common thread which runs through life like a karmic vein until death?

I always thought I wanted what it seems all humans want, and that would
Be to pair with another living being and share all of our life's experiences.
Some close to me confess they are unable to see me in that way, and I
Agree in theory because I know I could never endure the loss of my mate.

I always thought that my deep depression cycles began in my mid thirties
But through sessions with therapists, I know now I have always been like this.
I guess that is why I cannot handle depression drugs for extended periods
Because I know in my soul that the drugs disconnect me from my creativity.

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